Brolapse

Edge from The Full Cow gives me thirty years of leather in one sitting: the New Orleans bar that made him, the couple who adopted him that first night, a cabinet full of boots, and the pair that means more than all of them.

James OTownKinkster came on and we went everywhere. The Mr. Florida Rubber rivalry and the people who tried to turn it ugly. How bondage at eighteen was his real entry point, not the gear.

Axel Abysse joins HungerFF for a candid, deeply personal conversation about reaching ten years as an independent performer, director and producer—and the creative, emotional and physical work required to survive that long on his own terms.

Cubby Peach joins Ryan James for one of the most candid conversations ever featured on Brolapse.

Life has had other plans lately.In this special solo episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (HungerFF) opens up about the unexpected series of events that have delayed his long-awaited colostomy reversal surgery yet again.

Patrick and I dive deep into independent publishing, memoir writing, censorship, editing vulnerable stories, the making of Deeper, queer literature, authenticity, creative risk-taking, and why the most powerful books are the ones willing to tell uncomfortable truths. Along the way we explore how publishing is changing, why readers crave honesty, and how personal stories can outlive the people who write them.