Brolapse

In Episode 68 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with Brogan for a rare and deeply thoughtful conversation from the perspective of a fisting top—a voice we don’t hear nearly often enough.

It’s the very first Brolapse Holiday Special 🎁 — and we’re flipping the script. Inspired by the UK tradition of Boxing Day (a day rooted in role reversal), Dolan Wolf returns—this time as guest host—and puts me in the hot seat 😅🎙️

HungerFF reconnects with Alex FFire, a professional fisting top and content creator, for a candid catch-up that covers how Alex first got into fisting, why reassurance and praise are central to his “body worship” style, and what it means to be a rare fisting top in today’s scene.

Masked FisterX reveals that his first-ever fisting session was with HungerFF—after a Grindr message in Puerto Vallarta—where Ryan literally gave him the starter instructions (“go file your nails” 💀) and helped set the tone for how he’d approach fisting content from that moment forward. The wild part? The mask didn’t even exist yet.

In this episode of Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with BottomGuyNYC—NYC bar manager, shameless fister, and proud red-hanky flagger—to talk about why, for him, fisting isn’t sex… it’s a sport.

Manchester’s own Jake Rockard joins Brolapse for a raw and revealing conversation about fisting, chems, workaholism, and the underground networks that shape the UK kink landscape.

For episode 61 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with solo-named stunner Ridick (one D, like the Vin Diesel character) to trace how a shy model with a pushy best friend turned into a full-blown creator brand.

This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of my favorite people in the entire industry — performer, lawyer, and author Blue Bailey (@bluebaileysf) — for a raw, unfiltered conversation that goes deep into everything from porn ethics to chemsex recovery.