Brolapse

In Episode 77 of Brolapse, Ryan James (HungerFF) sits down with Chicago-based creator Grayson Howell to talk about the unexpected path that led him into content creation, kink culture, and the world of fisting.

In this raw and deeply personal episode of ⁠Brolapse⁠, Ryan James sits down with one of his closest friends and former roommate, ⁠Josh Mikael⁠, for a conversation that spans decades of history, hard truths, and unconditional love.

This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with Ian Greene for a long-overdue conversation that spans years of crossing paths, shared experiences, and personal evolution.

In Episode 74 of Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with ⁠⁠John Thomas⁠⁠ for a conversation that goes far beyond the surface of porn.

In this episode of Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Chicago-based creator ⁠Wyld Ryder⁠ for a candid conversation about confidence, kink, and the slow burn of becoming fully yourself.

Brolapse Episode 72 completes the HungerFF Sound Initiative with four new tracks—Schlop Schlop, I Cleaned Out for This, Assgasm, and Built to Fist—exploring fisting culture through sound, rhythm, and industrial fantasy before the show returns to its regular interview format.

Brolapse Episode 71 launches the HungerFF Sound Initiative, a genre-bending music project blending kink, humor, and electronic experimentation. Part One introduces the concept, creative motivation, and first wave of tracks, expanding Brolapse beyond interviews while setting up a two-part audio series.

In Episode 70, Rocco Steele joins me for an honest, reflective talk about stepping away from the industry and what it means to finally let a public persona become a smaller and smaller piece of your life. Rocco shares how a serious health scare shifted his priorities, how his husband showed up for him in a way that reaffirmed everything, and why he’s been planning a gradual exit for the last couple of years. Not out of bitterness, not out of shame, but out of clarity.

Instead of a guest, this episode offers a first listen to Deeper—his forthcoming memoir—presented here in its unedited author’s version. Ryan reads the full prologue, No Safe Words, followed by the first chapter, Impact, giving listeners an intimate introduction to the book’s voice, structure, and intent before final editorial revisions.