Category: BROLAPSE VLOG

In this episode of Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Chicago-based creator ⁠Wyld Ryder⁠ for a candid conversation about confidence, kink, and the slow burn of becoming fully yourself.

Brolapse Episode 72 completes the HungerFF Sound Initiative with four new tracks—Schlop Schlop, I Cleaned Out for This, Assgasm, and Built to Fist—exploring fisting culture through sound, rhythm, and industrial fantasy before the show returns to its regular interview format.

Brolapse Episode 71 launches the HungerFF Sound Initiative, a genre-bending music project blending kink, humor, and electronic experimentation. Part One introduces the concept, creative motivation, and first wave of tracks, expanding Brolapse beyond interviews while setting up a two-part audio series.

In Episode 70, Rocco Steele joins me for an honest, reflective talk about stepping away from the industry and what it means to finally let a public persona become a smaller and smaller piece of your life. Rocco shares how a serious health scare shifted his priorities, how his husband

Instead of a guest, this episode offers a first listen to Deeper—his forthcoming memoir—presented here in its unedited author’s version. Ryan reads the full prologue, No Safe Words, followed by the first chapter, Impact, giving listeners an intimate introduction to the book’s voice, structure, and intent before final editorial revisions.

In Episode 68 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with Brogan for a rare and deeply thoughtful conversation from the perspective of a fisting top—a voice we don’t hear nearly often enough.

It’s the very first Brolapse Holiday Special 🎁 — and we’re flipping the script. Inspired by the UK tradition of Boxing Day (a day rooted in role reversal), Dolan Wolf returns—this time as guest host—and puts me in the hot seat 😅🎙️

HungerFF reconnects with Alex FFire, a professional fisting top and content creator, for a candid catch-up that covers how Alex first got into fisting, why reassurance and praise are central to his “body worship” style, and what it means to be a rare fisting top in today’s scene.

Masked FisterX reveals that his first-ever fisting session was with HungerFF—after a Grindr message in Puerto Vallarta—where Ryan literally gave him the starter instructions (“go file your nails” 💀) and helped set the tone for how he’d approach fisting content from that moment forward. The wild part? The mask didn’t

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